i am scared of the fact i'll be in singapore again in a week time. i am not loving this feeling. i am scared of how much memories of the past which i want to forget lies there. i am scared of having the possibility to meet the man whom i want to avoid forever, at least until i let him go 90%?! these thoughts have been bugging me for days, makes butterflies on my stomach. i hope writing it here would erase my scared feeling even just for a bit and i think it works. i prefer to write, rather than talk about him. so here only i can let go all my worries :) there's nothing i can do to cancel my flight, so i am going to be super busy at singapore with the school work and my lil duckie projects. :) sigh. finally, i feel relieved and ready for Singapore. yahoo!! \(^0^)/ kinda excited now, i guess. heehee.
yay! lita wants to go backpack with me. finally, i found a friend :D we r going to plan a trip. i hope it goes well.
imma blog about bandung 3rd day and bali days after i'm back to sgp. be patience, my dear readers. see u in a week :) gosh! i'm feeling much much better.
2011 resolution: read more useful books rather than novels.
remember that u still have me when the past haunts u back! :o
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