i love this new concept of american idol :)
it's more a 'touching' show with Jennifer Lopez and Steven Tyler there, rather than 'cruel' show with Simon's hurtful comments.
i'm touched and crying a river because of these two contestants.
First is Casey Abrams :) i love him since his audition, he's good :) and he was eliminated and saved by the judges :) the judges has only 1 opportunity to save one contestant from elimination and they chose to save Casey. His reaction is the one which touched me the most, reminds me of someone who is so passionate in what he does. Just see the video :)
next, a guy who stays by his fiancee's side and wrote this song for her. after 6 years dating, he finally proposed her and both of them promised to get married in 2 years time. 2 months before the marriage, she got into an accident and paralyzed until now. he stays by her side and helping her recovering until now and it's been 2 years. i love when he said what.. okay i literally love every single word of this song. such a great man!
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
what song ?
my mind is spinning over the songs in the world. what song should i use for my grad show? EXCITED!!
so, i initially wanted to use depapepe's song - rosy, i love it. but, most of my friends said it sounds 'spanishy' caused by the acoustic guitars. i find an alternate dreamy and fantasy songs taken from the disney's soundtrack. apparently, i need to google Disney to find out all the fairy tales they have published.
so, disney on ice: worlds of fantasy today. hakuna matata next!
quite a performance :) great skills at ice skating :D quite a good evening for me.
despite that, ridiculously pricing of the foods and drinks, really robbed u in your face.
chitchat at tcc :) i love tcc. one of the best place to hang :)
fyi, u can be a member of tcc with the priviledge of 10% off discount just by collecting ur bills until it summed up to $88+
they never told me at all! i would have had the member card from a long long time ago!! pissed off!
so, i initially wanted to use depapepe's song - rosy, i love it. but, most of my friends said it sounds 'spanishy' caused by the acoustic guitars. i find an alternate dreamy and fantasy songs taken from the disney's soundtrack. apparently, i need to google Disney to find out all the fairy tales they have published.
so, disney on ice: worlds of fantasy today. hakuna matata next!
quite a performance :) great skills at ice skating :D quite a good evening for me.
despite that, ridiculously pricing of the foods and drinks, really robbed u in your face.
chitchat at tcc :) i love tcc. one of the best place to hang :)
fyi, u can be a member of tcc with the priviledge of 10% off discount just by collecting ur bills until it summed up to $88+
they never told me at all! i would have had the member card from a long long time ago!! pissed off!
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| big bright moon! |
fyi. 70+ days left to graduation. gosh! :(
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
i'm.spoiled, was.
Joss Stone - Spoiled
I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself
I've never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don't know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can't love me the way you do
'Till now I never knew
Baby
[Chorus:]
I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to find
Don't want to live without you in my life
I'm spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I'd be over you in a week or two
But baby that was 'bout a year ago
I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can't let go, oh no
[Chorus]
Spoil me
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there's room for someone else in my heart
There ain't no way I'm getting over you
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
[Chorus]
I've been spoiled yeah yeah
it reminds me of my depression last year when i was broken into pieces.
it really destroyed me to the bone - my feeling towards him, my inability to adapt with the broke up, etc.
the never ending thinking brain even if i was sleeping.
the never ending exhaustion.
the never ending spinning head.
the never ending tasteless foods which makes me just want to puke.
the never ending gastric pain.
there's nothing i really see, smell, taste, touch, and speak. just numb
and
pain.
the most hurtful part is the way it broke,
which is the last reason i would ever choose if i break up with one.
i'm spoiled, was.
not anymore :)
the last post about 'him'.
finally i can say this, goodbye 'him'.
do not worry my dear readers, i am so fine :)
it's just that i think i need to do this as a 'real' step out of the past :)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
i.actually.enjoy.busy.days :)
kinda true. been busy for weeks. kinda nonstop, stop only at weekends. and i actually enjoy it much and doesn't take everything as a burden, instead i just do everything with love. as long as i never stop, i will actually finish :)
so yeah. maybe it's caused by the fact that i love my collection and i love doing it, so i don't mind being busy for the thing that i love. possible.
fyi, i just finished the bloody chap's video :) yippie! i thought that i have to stay up til morning in order to finish this. commit to it, keep looking at the clock, and i'm done! yippie! :) thank God and it doesn't look like a last minute work, fingers-crossed!
another fyi, my dear friends ordered my outfits! :D so freaking happy that actually they are exist, my customers! LOL. and i did accept to sew it by myself :) so, i did get paid! yippie! i have to sacrifice my weekends to earn money but i don't mind. LOL.
few pics to of the beezydays of my life :)
oops. i actually didn't take picture that much. gomennasai! (probably from now on u will see few japanese words on my posts, as i am learning it right now)
80+ days left :( please slow down :( i'm not ready to graduate and leave this happiness. such an ironic life of mine. year 1: i hate school, keep crying to go back home, and was thinking that i'm in the wrong major. NOW: so happy with my life and my collection, but 80+ only days to enjoy this. okay oshi needs to stop complaining, just enjoy the most of each day :D
i lost track of what movies are in the cinema now! oh NO! too beezy :( from i am number four, unknown, the king's speech and now my friend invite me to watch how do you know? wtf?! i've never even heard it once. OH NO! i need cinema asap!
so yeah. maybe it's caused by the fact that i love my collection and i love doing it, so i don't mind being busy for the thing that i love. possible.
fyi, i just finished the bloody chap's video :) yippie! i thought that i have to stay up til morning in order to finish this. commit to it, keep looking at the clock, and i'm done! yippie! :) thank God and it doesn't look like a last minute work, fingers-crossed!
another fyi, my dear friends ordered my outfits! :D so freaking happy that actually they are exist, my customers! LOL. and i did accept to sew it by myself :) so, i did get paid! yippie! i have to sacrifice my weekends to earn money but i don't mind. LOL.
few pics to of the beezydays of my life :)
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| me and mon at the Merry Men :) |
oops. i actually didn't take picture that much. gomennasai! (probably from now on u will see few japanese words on my posts, as i am learning it right now)
80+ days left :( please slow down :( i'm not ready to graduate and leave this happiness. such an ironic life of mine. year 1: i hate school, keep crying to go back home, and was thinking that i'm in the wrong major. NOW: so happy with my life and my collection, but 80+ only days to enjoy this. okay oshi needs to stop complaining, just enjoy the most of each day :D
i lost track of what movies are in the cinema now! oh NO! too beezy :( from i am number four, unknown, the king's speech and now my friend invite me to watch how do you know? wtf?! i've never even heard it once. OH NO! i need cinema asap!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
up.above.the.air :)
030311 - photoshoot day! :D
it's a long journey for me to the photoshoot, but it was all worth it at the end.
lemme take u guys back to the very start of all my sweats for the 'it' day :)
2nd of March, one day before the photoshoot.
i went to ArtFriend near my school but the thingys that i looked for is not there, so i walked hell of my foot to ArtFriend Bras Basah and i still can't find the exact thingys that i want, anyway i just bought something else - better than nothing.
then, i went to Chinatown to buy the rope for styling. Went back to school, i did leaves patch on but it's not done yet, it's night already and suddenly my lecturer asked me to buy a new type of shoes.
i ran hell out of me to Bugis street to get it and ran back to Plaza Singapura to buy the wooden sticks at Daiso for my shoes's decoration and i went home. i was freaking tired so i sleep for about one hour, woke up to paint the sticks. i can't sleep until about 4 am in the morning.
woke up at 9, went to the school, continue doing the leaf patches, broke the wooden sticks into short pieces with my bare hands, it was painful! :( 12 am went to photoshoot studio! oh no before that i was running back and forth from school to Cold Storage to get converter for my two round pin plug's glue gun.
oh yeah, i just ate small glutinous rice for lunch. i know i never can eat proper meal when there is something important on that day so i brought chips :)
arrived at the place, i pasted the sticks to the shoe heels, did the bandana, hat, and brooch when my finger accidentally touched the glue gun! very painful :( i've done the all the styling thingys with my dear friends' help :) thanks all :)
while i was waiting for my turn, i was running, jumping, hopping, dancing, laughing, and etc :) i was super high when everyone are already very sian because of the waiting. though i didn't have enough sleep, i was super excited :D when it was finally my turn, i took some beauty shots when the make up artist and hairstylist did the make up and hair do for my dear beautiful model. it was super nice :) and i love it much, i really super love my photoshoot :D i was high and happy :D it was one of the happiest days in my life!! HAPPY :D i can't stop smiling :D though i am tired, i still can't stop smiling :D
due to copyright and model issue whatsoever, i can't post the model's pics but i can show you how happy i am :D
so sorry guys and don't be dissapointed, if you'd like to see the pics, i can send you through emails :)
OH HAPPY DAY :)
but the magic spell fades away as the clock ticking passed 00.00 AM
this much happiness is the sign for an upcoming bad event, i believe so. but i believe me can go through it :)
ganbatte!
psst.. by the way i bought Japanese for Dummies (audio version), so I'm learning Japanese now :D i am excited to finish it :) and learn other language :D so i didn't waste my walking time just listening to random songs, i am learning from Eric Sato *smug*
mata ashita - see you again :D
it's a long journey for me to the photoshoot, but it was all worth it at the end.
lemme take u guys back to the very start of all my sweats for the 'it' day :)
2nd of March, one day before the photoshoot.
i went to ArtFriend near my school but the thingys that i looked for is not there, so i walked hell of my foot to ArtFriend Bras Basah and i still can't find the exact thingys that i want, anyway i just bought something else - better than nothing.
then, i went to Chinatown to buy the rope for styling. Went back to school, i did leaves patch on but it's not done yet, it's night already and suddenly my lecturer asked me to buy a new type of shoes.
i ran hell out of me to Bugis street to get it and ran back to Plaza Singapura to buy the wooden sticks at Daiso for my shoes's decoration and i went home. i was freaking tired so i sleep for about one hour, woke up to paint the sticks. i can't sleep until about 4 am in the morning.
woke up at 9, went to the school, continue doing the leaf patches, broke the wooden sticks into short pieces with my bare hands, it was painful! :( 12 am went to photoshoot studio! oh no before that i was running back and forth from school to Cold Storage to get converter for my two round pin plug's glue gun.
oh yeah, i just ate small glutinous rice for lunch. i know i never can eat proper meal when there is something important on that day so i brought chips :)
arrived at the place, i pasted the sticks to the shoe heels, did the bandana, hat, and brooch when my finger accidentally touched the glue gun! very painful :( i've done the all the styling thingys with my dear friends' help :) thanks all :)
while i was waiting for my turn, i was running, jumping, hopping, dancing, laughing, and etc :) i was super high when everyone are already very sian because of the waiting. though i didn't have enough sleep, i was super excited :D when it was finally my turn, i took some beauty shots when the make up artist and hairstylist did the make up and hair do for my dear beautiful model. it was super nice :) and i love it much, i really super love my photoshoot :D i was high and happy :D it was one of the happiest days in my life!! HAPPY :D i can't stop smiling :D though i am tired, i still can't stop smiling :D
due to copyright and model issue whatsoever, i can't post the model's pics but i can show you how happy i am :D
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| how ugly my face is! |
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| HAPPY :D |
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| BIG SMILE :D |
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| styling-thingys :) |
so sorry guys and don't be dissapointed, if you'd like to see the pics, i can send you through emails :)
OH HAPPY DAY :)
but the magic spell fades away as the clock ticking passed 00.00 AM
this much happiness is the sign for an upcoming bad event, i believe so. but i believe me can go through it :)
ganbatte!
psst.. by the way i bought Japanese for Dummies (audio version), so I'm learning Japanese now :D i am excited to finish it :) and learn other language :D so i didn't waste my walking time just listening to random songs, i am learning from Eric Sato *smug*
mata ashita - see you again :D
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