today was the first time i went to police station. i went to there to make the police report of my stolen wallet which i thought before is going to be so complicated. but, my dear friend Sean told me that the thief can use my Indonesian's I.C. to borrow money from loan sharks. So, I have no choice but to go to the Somerset police station and report the thing. My dear super nice friend Leoni bear with me for about one hour went through the procedures and it's done. it wasn't so complicated and so scary like i thought it would be. Thank Lord. i was super scared when i was on the way to go there, i feel like i was going to be imprisoned by the police officer which is ridiculous and my imagination of a police station is damn scary. so yeah, police station is actually like a normal office but with guys in uniform. LOL.
so it was a little experience of mine went to the police station for the first time.
a video of the song that i've been repeating for the past 2 days which i just found it in my iPhone :) a very very nice Japanese song though i don't understand the story of this song, but i feel the emotion in this song :)
K - Stay Right Here --> he is handsome :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
i.do.get.it
i get it now. i do get it of what 'he' meant i'm being immature. it's not about the way i act, it's about what i want to achieve in life which was 'him' and only 'him' and it was so immature. at the same time, i can't blame myself for not having a knowledge on this thing, because it was my first love and i have no single clue about love. but, thanks to God who finally explained what this is all about and God has used my dear friends Janissa and Jesslyn lead me to arrive in this conclusion. i am so happy that i finally able to understand it.
it's like talking to a stone when you tell someone what to do when that someone has never experienced it before - experience is the best teacher.
i no longer hold grunge against 'him' and 'her' but i do still need time. let it just flows and there's a time for everything.
i was so desperate to have a boyfriend in the first week of my Singapore days, i guess i was lonely. not anymore! i am enjoying my school life so much now and i'm sad everytime i thought i am going to graduate in a few months time. i do have great goals to achieve in the future now which is boyfriends-or-husbands-are-not-included and it's not going to be changed by anyone. it is my life and i own it. i am going to do the best for my final year projects and *fingers-crossed* it turns out great.
many many thanks to my parents, my dear friends, and most of all God.
thank you so much for my parents understanding to the recent accident of mine. i would love to see them soon.
lastly, i want to thank 'him' for giving me so many lessons about life :)
it's like talking to a stone when you tell someone what to do when that someone has never experienced it before - experience is the best teacher.
i no longer hold grunge against 'him' and 'her' but i do still need time. let it just flows and there's a time for everything.
i was so desperate to have a boyfriend in the first week of my Singapore days, i guess i was lonely. not anymore! i am enjoying my school life so much now and i'm sad everytime i thought i am going to graduate in a few months time. i do have great goals to achieve in the future now which is boyfriends-or-husbands-are-not-included and it's not going to be changed by anyone. it is my life and i own it. i am going to do the best for my final year projects and *fingers-crossed* it turns out great.
many many thanks to my parents, my dear friends, and most of all God.
thank you so much for my parents understanding to the recent accident of mine. i would love to see them soon.
lastly, i want to thank 'him' for giving me so many lessons about life :)
tired.frustrated.exhausted
my wallet has just stolen and the thief used my credit card to shop which bill is almost $SGD400. it would be better to just strangle me to death. i am exhausted of these problems in life. when i finally stepped out of the hole, 1,2 step then i fall to another hole, that's exactly what i feel. i am really tired.
i have a flight to Surabaya on Tuesday and i'm scared if i failed to present the credit card, i can't go back to home. my head is spinning like a tornado and i'm damn tired.
i don't really know what i am supposed to do now except for quickly look for a part-time job and make up for the money loss. the only thing i feel now is super guilty to my parents and i apologize for my carelessness from the deepest of my heart.
I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE.
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i may lost SGD$500, but i am going to earn SGD$5000!!!! 10x the amount of what i lost!!! take whatever you want, you bastard thief!!! i am going to earn 10x of what you stole!!! that's the spirit, Oshi!! fighting!!
My parents are everything to me. i will earn so much money and take care of them for the rest of my life, i vowed.
i have a flight to Surabaya on Tuesday and i'm scared if i failed to present the credit card, i can't go back to home. my head is spinning like a tornado and i'm damn tired.
i don't really know what i am supposed to do now except for quickly look for a part-time job and make up for the money loss. the only thing i feel now is super guilty to my parents and i apologize for my carelessness from the deepest of my heart.
I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE.
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i may lost SGD$500, but i am going to earn SGD$5000!!!! 10x the amount of what i lost!!! take whatever you want, you bastard thief!!! i am going to earn 10x of what you stole!!! that's the spirit, Oshi!! fighting!!
My parents are everything to me. i will earn so much money and take care of them for the rest of my life, i vowed.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
TheTOURIST
remarkable conversation between Angelina Jolie (Elise) and Johnny Deep (Frank):
Elise: Invite me to dinner, Frank.
Frank: Would you like to have a dinner?
Elise: Women don't like questions.
Frank: Join me for dinner.
Elise: Too demanding.
Frank: Join me for dinner?
Elise: Another question.
Frank: I'm having a dinner, if you'd care to join me.
Elise: *smile*
Frank: Who is he? Hotels don't leave gifts like that, do they? Who is he?
Elise: He's someone who used to be very important to me.
Frank: Used to? Are you meeting him in Venice?
Elise: I hope so. Part of me hopes I don't.
Frank: Why?
Elise: Because, I don't like being told what to do. I don't like being...summoned. But it felt even worse not hearing from him for two years.
[Frank notices Elise touching her bracelet]
Elise: It's the um...the Roman god, Janus. My mother gave it to me when I was little. She wanted to teach me that people have two sides. A good side, a bad side, a past, a future. And that we must embrace both in someone we love. And I tried.
Frank: What's he like?
Elise: He's...different, from anybody I know.
Frank: Different's good. Where I come from, the highest compliment they can offer a person is to say that they're down to earth, grounded. I hate it. It drives me nuts.
i am watching this movie while at times watching one republic performing Secrets live at youtube. it occurred to my mind to have a husband who can play cello or violin. it'd be super nice :) saxophone is also acceptable :) okay, as long as he can play one instrument, it'd be great! haha :D
great outfits of Angelina Jolie at The Tourist.
Elise: Invite me to dinner, Frank.
Frank: Would you like to have a dinner?
Elise: Women don't like questions.
Frank: Join me for dinner.
Elise: Too demanding.
Frank: Join me for dinner?
Elise: Another question.
Frank: I'm having a dinner, if you'd care to join me.
Elise: *smile*
Frank: Who is he? Hotels don't leave gifts like that, do they? Who is he?
Elise: He's someone who used to be very important to me.
Frank: Used to? Are you meeting him in Venice?
Elise: I hope so. Part of me hopes I don't.
Frank: Why?
Elise: Because, I don't like being told what to do. I don't like being...summoned. But it felt even worse not hearing from him for two years.
[Frank notices Elise touching her bracelet]
Elise: It's the um...the Roman god, Janus. My mother gave it to me when I was little. She wanted to teach me that people have two sides. A good side, a bad side, a past, a future. And that we must embrace both in someone we love. And I tried.
Frank: What's he like?
Elise: He's...different, from anybody I know.
Frank: Different's good. Where I come from, the highest compliment they can offer a person is to say that they're down to earth, grounded. I hate it. It drives me nuts.
i am watching this movie while at times watching one republic performing Secrets live at youtube. it occurred to my mind to have a husband who can play cello or violin. it'd be super nice :) saxophone is also acceptable :) okay, as long as he can play one instrument, it'd be great! haha :D
great outfits of Angelina Jolie at The Tourist.
Friday, January 28, 2011
fewMonthsToGo
it hits my mind that it's already been 3 weeks for my last semester here in Nafa. i am so sad, this semester is going to be like a jet-speed then suddenly it's the graduation day, i think. the graduation fashion show will be held at the 31st of May 2011. i can't wait. okay, let's talk about the in-the-corner photoshoot day which will be held during the tutorial week. we need to finish 3 outfits for the photoshoot and now we are doing the second outfit.
to my surprise, i actually really enjoyed spending time at school, doing works, sewing, and doing pattern. i regret why can't i feel the same way since the day 1 at school. but i don't do regrets, so i will enjoy the few-months-to-go to the peak and make the best out of it.
i really am sure that i am going to miss the stay-back-until-10pm moments at school, plug in the iphone to the computer and start dancing like crazy, rushing works towards the deadlines, have puffs for lunch because we have to many things to do, push-in and push-out mannequins, pushing the rack towards critique class, simply ironing fabrics, pins final patterns to the fabrics, or just chit-chatting, joking, and laughing till my heart's out. I AM SO GONNA MISS IT. okay, i feel so melancholy. oh please, time goes slower :(
here are some pics to.... OH NO! i am so gonna cry :( some pics to remind me of those days. it stays at my heart and mind forever, those memories. i am so gonna miss my nafa's friends :(
i will miss the studio so bad :(
"Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
perfect song for this post :)
before i forgot, today is my dear friend's Randy birthday, he's 20 now.
so, i would say a very happy birthday to him, best wishes for him in everything, God Bless Him :)
to my surprise, i actually really enjoyed spending time at school, doing works, sewing, and doing pattern. i regret why can't i feel the same way since the day 1 at school. but i don't do regrets, so i will enjoy the few-months-to-go to the peak and make the best out of it.
i really am sure that i am going to miss the stay-back-until-10pm moments at school, plug in the iphone to the computer and start dancing like crazy, rushing works towards the deadlines, have puffs for lunch because we have to many things to do, push-in and push-out mannequins, pushing the rack towards critique class, simply ironing fabrics, pins final patterns to the fabrics, or just chit-chatting, joking, and laughing till my heart's out. I AM SO GONNA MISS IT. okay, i feel so melancholy. oh please, time goes slower :(
here are some pics to.... OH NO! i am so gonna cry :( some pics to remind me of those days. it stays at my heart and mind forever, those memories. i am so gonna miss my nafa's friends :(
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| our lecturer, Gary's birthday :D |
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| actress-wanna-be, Jesslyn |
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| AHAHAHA! Jesslyn and Monika in one fine day at studio |
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| lele and me at Nafa FunDay |
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| Janissa and Monika at our studio! |
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| one fine spicy lunch at Hjh Maimunah |
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| watch-movies-every-friday-trio |
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| sleepover!! |
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| KOI day! |
"Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
perfect song for this post :)
before i forgot, today is my dear friend's Randy birthday, he's 20 now.
so, i would say a very happy birthday to him, best wishes for him in everything, God Bless Him :)
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
soSick
soSick #1
sick of these annoying conversations about lovey-dovey relationship thingy!! my mom can't help to talk about the past when we had this conversation and it annoys me to the peak! i hate to bring up those times. i had enough hurt without having to remember it all over again. i know i was naive, stupid, and most of all never been in love. and i don't need another hurt in the future, i am smart enough to not fall into the same mistake all over again. so please dear mom, stop lecturing me with the same things all over again. can we just talk about my second-outfit which i get so excited about?!
soSick #2
oh dear weather, please be warm so i won't catch a flu. this is so not the right time to fall apart, my dear body. please hang on. with these busy days trying to finish my second outfit which i actually enjoys this time so much :) falling sick is the last thing i want to do. my last effort, vitamin C!
okay it's just a flash news during the busiest time of my life :D cya later.
imma blog my cupuness-to-the-core journey at Universal Studio.
sick of these annoying conversations about lovey-dovey relationship thingy!! my mom can't help to talk about the past when we had this conversation and it annoys me to the peak! i hate to bring up those times. i had enough hurt without having to remember it all over again. i know i was naive, stupid, and most of all never been in love. and i don't need another hurt in the future, i am smart enough to not fall into the same mistake all over again. so please dear mom, stop lecturing me with the same things all over again. can we just talk about my second-outfit which i get so excited about?!
soSick #2
oh dear weather, please be warm so i won't catch a flu. this is so not the right time to fall apart, my dear body. please hang on. with these busy days trying to finish my second outfit which i actually enjoys this time so much :) falling sick is the last thing i want to do. my last effort, vitamin C!
okay it's just a flash news during the busiest time of my life :D cya later.
imma blog my cupuness-to-the-core journey at Universal Studio.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Masterpiece :)
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable..."
"It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.."
"You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you.."
"..then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.."
"..You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.."
"..They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.."
"..Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.."
"..It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness.."
"..so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart."
"It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt,a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
That was from Neil Gaiman, The Sandman no. 65. That was well-written, poignant, and relatable in so many different level. A masterclass.
-radityadika-
"It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.."
"You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you.."
"..then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.."
"..You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.."
"..They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.."
"..Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.."
"..It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness.."
"..so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart."
"It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt,a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
That was from Neil Gaiman, The Sandman no. 65. That was well-written, poignant, and relatable in so many different level. A masterclass.
-radityadika-
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
fabBALI !!
enough with the melancholy, oshi!
doraemon lend me his time machine to go back to my fabBali days!! thanks, Doraemon :D
okay. it was just in my imagination. let's go back through my memories :) i'll try to squeeze in 6 days of my fabBali trip to just 1 post. reminder: JUST WRITE THE IMPORTANT ONES!! *poke*
due to fast-and-furious speed of this post, it will feel like riding a jet?! -nonsense-
okay. let's get onto it!
day 1 huh? where did i go? hmm. ohh. we went to have lunch at Mimi Seafood Restaurant :) lovely foods with great seasonings. or is it just because we were too hungreh?! but still it tastes superb! :D straight on to Discovery Mall to buy some goodies *shopping-engine-starts* i did encounter some poke-my-nerves thingy. like the cashier dropped the goodies which i want to buy and she broke some of them which i'll realize later on. i got back to the department store, threw my sarcasm out to them, and asked for an exchange. it was clearly i wasn't the one who broke it. i'm pissed but nvm i did get the exchange! :) the goodie is actually for my good friend Jesslyn and i can't stand people who doesn't take work seriously. okay, enough with the pissed!
Krisna 24-hours-and-cheap- oleh2-store definite-shopping-engine-starts!
that is all for day 1. we were too tired of packing and things and i did of course lack of sleep again. so, for the rest of the day, we were resting :) great-room-to-stay-with-two-TVs! lol
next up: day 2..... hello dreamland!!
such a beautiful beach with great-texture-rocks OH GOD! the beach was so beautiful! blue color of the sea, sand's brown, grayish rocks. all blends together create Dreamland. it's a must-visit place if you go to Bali. it was packed during the day, thank God i was there with my mom and dad at morning. just lemme show you the beauty through pics :)
warung Sibuni for lunch :) i definitely love the JUICE. great mixes of juice, nice flavours and yet healthy :) recommended by my dear friend Joana who was also in fabBali that time :) and the owner is actually from Bandung. it was a pleasure to meet them :) such nice people :)
Garuda Wisnu Kencana: next stop. Seeing the statue of Wisnu and Garuda, it was breath-taking, though it wasn't carved from a stone, but just imagine the size of it, surely a hard work. my dad heard this tale from people that the Wisnu's hand was chopped and the water fountain beneath him was his tears which is said can heal sickness. it is entirely NOT TRUE. super LOL!
Kecak dance time! still at GWK :) it was nice to see the performance. the cak-cak-cak is a
great music with nice rhythm. i definitely LOVE it. would love to see the Barong dance next time to fabBali :)
Dapur Sedap for dinner and i had Nasi Ungu. taste not bad :) new version of the-controversial-badut-ancol-photo. i definitely wasn't looked like one now :D
three-three-three.. THIRDay where did i go huh? oh! this day was actually at the 31st of Dec. so it was NewYearEve.
we struggling through traffic went to Seminyak and bought accessories which price was money-friendly. heehee :) had lunch at Bubba Gump! SHRIMPS all-the-way except the dessert and drinks. shrimp juice?! i wonder how it taste. GREAT GREAT FOODS!
straight back to the hotel, prepared for an upcoming-not-moving-even-a-slight-traffic.
gala-dinner at the hotel! nice foods and kuta beach head on! BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS through out the night. rain-doesn't-hold-us-back! let's hope for the best for an upcoming year 2011 *wish*
NewYear day 01-01-11 :)
DIVING!!!!!! such an experience LOVE IT!!! felt like swimming with the fish :D would love to do it again next time!! saw one unique fish which my friend Tammi-a-huge-fan-of-leopard-and-zebra-print would definitely love to skin it to make a wonderful bag LOL, the fish's body was a zebra print with leopard print for the fins. :D
went to another seafood restaurant. love to eat anything that cook with salted-egg :)
LegianTime: shopping-engine-starts-again but nothing interests me. i end up with my nothing while my mom bought three bags at once! :)
Second day of the Year 2011
bebeks time at I Made Joni. lovely fried duck :) i-feel-bad-for-dear-sister-duck :( but it tastes fab! nice view of the green field with easy-breezy air :D love this place.
next stop: painting place! :D great paintings. such a beautiful artworks. my dad did bought a painting which the first time u see it, MONEY will come to your mind. LOL. it's obviously not for my house, it's for my dad's office, to bring luck he said. i guess, what he truly meant is money, instead of luck. LOL
Ubud Market for oleh2 time. fab stuffs with money-friendly price. the kind-of-shopping-place that i heart. LOL. i bought one big ring for oleh2 for my dear friend Sean and i managed to bid it to 1/4 of the original price. i feel proud of myself :D
silver-craft is next up. beautiful art of fabBali but the price was too expensive for me :) they are all great of course and my mom did buy a pair of beautiful earrings :)
Last Day just get all the things packed. visited some discounted surf stores but end up with nothing. we were waiting and waiting... at the airport to go back home. finally, we arrived at surabaya safe and sound. SUPERB fabBALI TRIP! residence for my old days maybe :)
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