tired.frustrated.exhausted

my wallet has just stolen and the thief used my credit card to shop which bill is almost $SGD400. it would be better to just strangle me to death. i am exhausted of these problems in life. when i finally stepped out of the hole, 1,2 step then i fall to another hole, that's exactly what i feel. i am really tired.

i have a flight to Surabaya on Tuesday and i'm scared if i failed to present the credit card, i can't go back to home. my head is spinning like a tornado and i'm damn tired.

i don't really know what i am supposed to do now except for quickly look for a part-time job and make up for the money loss. the only thing i feel now is super guilty to my parents and i apologize for my carelessness from the deepest of my heart.

I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE.

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i may lost SGD$500, but i am going to earn SGD$5000!!!! 10x the amount of what i lost!!! take whatever you want, you bastard thief!!! i am going to earn 10x of what you stole!!! that's the spirit, Oshi!! fighting!!

My parents are everything to me. i will earn so much money and take care of them for the rest of my life, i vowed.