IamME,onceAgain?

back to my old-cheerful-self who dreams big, always happy, ignoring what others think, and always have fun? (oh yeah, i forgot my straight-forward-ness which hurts my dears sometimes :P sorry, doesn't mean it) yeah i guess so :) this is who-i-am now :D i am happy for being myself once again :) but with the additional of 'maturity' which is a superb improvement, considering my-old-self is super childish heehee :P

introspective thinking to myself :
a busy person hates people who waste their time slacking, i get it now! :P

i am a slacker! pitifully for the past 19-damn-long years :( i gave up to learn almost everything when a small obstacle comes *sigh* which is a lack-of-facilities-and-funding, such-an-excuse! GOSH! i guess i was really too comfortable with myself, my dad's hard-work, my mom's care *sigh*

lessons learned!

curiosity and passion leads me to self-taught. i did do a self-taught to learn video-editing and the feedback is quite supportive :) and i am improving my drawing skill for now :D which also has a great feedback from my friends :) publishing soon? maybe :P but i still have a long long waaaaay to go, far far away from an expert :)

starting from now onwards, i am not going to let a day slips without doing anything useful :) but it doesn't mean i will become a anti-social-person. i am still going to have fun and do the best :)

bad side: i hate guys who wastes their time disturbing girls with their bullshits LOL
no photo since it is going to take super-freaking-long to upload with this snail-speed connection!