i.was.a.spoiled.little.kid, was I ?!

opening the chamber of the past does not seem so hard anymore.
i was looking through my old photos to show a photo of my niece to my maid.
i was looking hard when i realized the photo was in the forbidden folder. HAHA. i am forbidden to open it since i'm scared that'll open the wound again. but i'm healed now i guess :)

so i opened it and my hands out of curiosity pressed the videos of me and my ex. so, i was watching through it and i realized i was a very cruel person to him. i was like a selfish spoiled little kid?! i cut him when he was speaking, i called him stupid. oh well. i was a bad person, thank God he broke me up, so i know how bad i was to him and be a better person :D

but there was this one video. i had never ever see a video of myself talking, and this is the first time i saw it, it was recorded by him. i was laughing hard at myself. my face is very funny with all those comical expressions. HAHA.

i apologize to the people i've hurt, i'm not perfect but i will try my best to be a better person :)

here is a little joy for u :D
the photos of my niece whom all my family said look exactly like me when i was a kid :D

so funny and cute. i love her. these photos were taken a year ago. my maid said she looks prettier now and looks exactly like me :D even the way she laughs, she laughs like mad, just like me, HAHA :D