the.ugly.duck: imma face the reality

these past few weeks, for some reasons, i really don't have any mood to blog.

but then, i need someone to talk to now. so, here i come with all the craps.

as i have said before at the last whatever post, i was enjoying my last year of diploma to the max. i do secretly hope that i can continue BA in fashion marketing. but then, i know that my mom and dad needs a break from the transferring-money-deadlines to me. so, i didn't get my hopes too high. later on, my mom told me that it might be possible for me to go to BA. i was happy and excited :) and just now my mom told me that she needs a break for 1 or 2 years. so yeah, i was very deeply dissapointed.

i was sad, depressed, and crying. but then i might come up with the solution :) me working part-time.

*fingers-crossed* i can do BA :)

or else i will happily look for a job with my dear friend Shienny :)

yeah. i think i need to face the reality and see the positive sides at both alternatives :)

i've been doing so well during the past few weeks at my school. i love doing my outfits so much though i was getting exhausted by the overload works since it's almost the end of the 1st term but i still enjoy it to the core :)

i feel old :( i recently had backaches wth?! but i did have backache. and the more reason that i feel getting old is my foresee-double-eyebags ARGH!! i feel fragile but i need to step up my game - 7 weeks left - 98 days to graduation show!!

GRADUATION SHOW DAY: 31st of May 2011 - it's settled!

i realized one thing of me
'when a thing becomes a routine, i get easily bored'
but i need to find a way to clear the bad habit! excitement is all that i need.

some shots of the past few weeks :)